#1 Oct. 5, 2012
I never could bring myself to tell you this..but I think I fell in love with you. I have never fallen in love with anyone before and I don’t know how you would respond if I ever told you so I thought it would be best to keep my feelings to myself.
I know I’m in love with you because I know I would be there for through the good and bad. No matter how difficult the journey, I know I would never give up on you or us. No matter how many times you’ve hurt me, I would still give you another chance in a heartbeat. I would never try to hurt you. The pure thought of losing you makes my heart drop. I never want to lose you, even if that means only being a friend to you. Your happiness is all that matters to me. If being with me is not going to make you happy then I would accept that, which is what I’m trying to do now.
You told me that you were never going anywhere and I believed you. I believed that you would stay in my life and that we would have been able to make it through any obstacle we faced. I remember how we would joke around about how we were going to live in a mansion. Haha. I could actually picture myself having a future life with you, maybe not in a mansion but just waking up next to you every morning.
I find myself holding back the tears as I write this letter because I am reminded of all the good times we shared. You were my best friend. You were the person I thought that would be my other half and I miss you.
I’m not going to give up on us..you will always have a place in my heart.
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